I believe in You

 

This is the first story that i write in my blog. Then as the first, i write in English also. Hopefully not makes you shock that my english still lack, many mistake in grammar and the way i am writing still like todler..he. 

Many people write something because of their hobby, or they inspires from some people which says that “by writing you will never forgotten by everyone as soon as your dead.” For me, i write this letter as my reflection how stupid i am, how careless i am, as a book record of my life, and what i have missed in my life, i can read again here.

Hmmm, this is my story on July 18, 2011.

This afternoon, i had makes plan to cut my hair, to buy parfum or to buy toiletries, then last take my laundrian. In the night, I plan also to go to pameran, to buy a shirt and others, because there is an event in my province. This plan make it because i got enough money (Jadup/jatah hidup) from my parents to fulfill my life in a week. Like my plan previously, I go to the barbershop this afternoon by using a motorcycle. After arrived in the barbershop, i text my special to ask permitted that i want to cut all my hair (BALD) even, in the process, not until my hair out, i only make it tidy..ha.

After finishing cut my hair, i go to the receptionist to pay the cost of my haircut. I reach to my training pocket, and reach more deeply, again, again and again. I check it another pocket, deeply, more deeply, again and again. Finally, i realize that my money was lose. My money for a week!!!

Uniquely, after i realize my money was lose, I only smile to my self and to the receptionist. Then i tell to her that my money was lose. She not believed that my money was lose because i only smile to her, not looks like somebody who was lose money.

I believe my money was lose and found by the right person who really need my money. I believe also that Allah remind me to give alms to someone needs, then the last, i believe that Lord tell me to not spend my money for something who doesnt really needed to spend or buy it.  Because my money was lose, therefore, this night also, i am not going to the pameran, hiiikksss, :( :(

But I learn today,

-to give what you can give for everyone, don’t be stingy with everyone

- be sincere/ikhlas in every moment, and be positiv

- do it more for alms

Then always smile in every moment that you face. Thanks Allah who still believe in me as your creature, and still remind me for my mistake. Thanks also for my X, who has teached me to be more positive and always smile,. Keep Positive and Spirit.

Bandar Lampung,

Regard,

Bung Rendy